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psipsy(composed in the parking lot at Travel America, Exit 3 of I-81, Greencastle, PA)
Was looking at the anime section at a local store... Some stores put it near the porn crap. I dislike most porn nowadays. It only reminds me of how ugly the human form can be when it's overglamourized, with no emotion behind it. It's just fake pleasure.
There are days of confusion. They will follow me to the end. Days when I'm at once sick of it all and yet I must have more. Surrounded by gold and garbage.
Summer isn't technically here, but it may as well be. The road calls for me, and I want to heed that call. See, I like driving. Not that ass-busting that some call racing. The warm air, the light touch of diesel fumes, the sensation of motion. There's so much to it. But what holds me back is the very thing that sets me free. Having no job makes for a lot of spare time, but not much spare cash. But I am grateful for the time, for I don't have to go far from home. I find I'm taking the long way home when I can.
(composed at Caledonia State Park)
Bah, I overslept too much during the day. It was fine when I was on 2nd shift, but the very thing that I want to enjoy, I'm sleeping through. Well, the best way to solve that is to NOT stay up until 4 or 5 in the morning. That's my fault entirely.
I don't come out to places like this as often as I should. There's so many of these state parks and forests within a short drive from home. I can have an afternoon and evening of relaxation surrounded by the sounds of nature for less than the price of a couple gallons of gas. So many places I want to go, like this and otherwise.
Ever run for the sake of running? Not because you have something to run from, but just because you can? I'm feeling like that. Warm weather + mondo idle time = wanderlust. I'd love to go on the kind of trip I went on 3 years ago. Oh, that was wonderful. Just got in the car and went for a week. A bare-bones list of stops and nothing else. Tomorrow, I might come back here. Whatever I do, I can't stay in the house all day.
(composed at Cowan's Gap State Park)
Haven't been here in forever. Not since the week before my dad died, when we all came up here for Father's Day. It was nice and quiet, like now.
My friend Dave gets to go to Japan next week, lucky bum. Of course Eric and I are jealous, but we're happy for him at the same time.
Was looking at the anime section at a local store... Some stores put it near the porn crap. I dislike most porn nowadays. It only reminds me of how ugly the human form can be when it's overglamourized, with no emotion behind it. It's just fake pleasure.
There are days of confusion. They will follow me to the end. Days when I'm at once sick of it all and yet I must have more. Surrounded by gold and garbage.
Summer isn't technically here, but it may as well be. The road calls for me, and I want to heed that call. See, I like driving. Not that ass-busting that some call racing. The warm air, the light touch of diesel fumes, the sensation of motion. There's so much to it. But what holds me back is the very thing that sets me free. Having no job makes for a lot of spare time, but not much spare cash. But I am grateful for the time, for I don't have to go far from home. I find I'm taking the long way home when I can.
(composed at Caledonia State Park)
Bah, I overslept too much during the day. It was fine when I was on 2nd shift, but the very thing that I want to enjoy, I'm sleeping through. Well, the best way to solve that is to NOT stay up until 4 or 5 in the morning. That's my fault entirely.
I don't come out to places like this as often as I should. There's so many of these state parks and forests within a short drive from home. I can have an afternoon and evening of relaxation surrounded by the sounds of nature for less than the price of a couple gallons of gas. So many places I want to go, like this and otherwise.
Ever run for the sake of running? Not because you have something to run from, but just because you can? I'm feeling like that. Warm weather + mondo idle time = wanderlust. I'd love to go on the kind of trip I went on 3 years ago. Oh, that was wonderful. Just got in the car and went for a week. A bare-bones list of stops and nothing else. Tomorrow, I might come back here. Whatever I do, I can't stay in the house all day.
(composed at Cowan's Gap State Park)
Haven't been here in forever. Not since the week before my dad died, when we all came up here for Father's Day. It was nice and quiet, like now.
My friend Dave gets to go to Japan next week, lucky bum. Of course Eric and I are jealous, but we're happy for him at the same time.
