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Woo! It's TOXIC! ^_^

A Moment

Sometime last night, I mentioned to a friend about how I should be more careful about the way I think. She asked me if I was having a moment, and I guess that answer would be yes.

So what was it about? Well, for so long I've placed very little importance on emotional matters, either mine or someone elses. People have gotten hurt because of that, and all I could say is just "Oh well." Nothing ever really happened to me. But now I'm afraid it's starting to affect close friends. It's starting to hit home. All too often I would recklessly ask questions and give answers about this sort of thing, so long as I wasn't involved.

Suddenly I got that feeling, when I could see everything and nothing else, when I stopped running just long enough to ask myself where I'm running to or why. How come things like this never meant much to me? There were many hearts that I couldn't heal, so I wasted no time in whacking them with a sledgehammer. I've always wanted to stop and wonder about that, but there was always something else to keep me busy. (no time for that, got a job to do) Something that had to be taken care of RIGHT NOW.

Don't worry, I'll be back to myself before long. (put that thing back in it's cage)