psipsy

Ohayocon's coming up! I suppose I should be excited or something. I dunno, it still feels like it's several months off. But, I am looking forward to it. I don't really have to be there, but I'm going anyway. The freedom of not having others rely heavily on me. If things really stack up against me, I'm not afraid of dumping all the plans and simply not going. Biggest concern now is the weather.

I almost forgot what it felt like to be this way, to not worry about my effects on the plans of others. I no longer let something hold me down. For too long I have squandered my time, resources, perhaps even health for purposes that were largely not to my benefit. Now it's all mine, once again. The ashes have long since been swept away, lightening my load even further.

And now, I shall get myself some sleep.