Ok, its Wednesday night, and the official word on my going to AWA is that Im going. But it wont be easy. Yes, Im ready for the drive. Yes, its an anime convention and I havent been to this one in a long time.
BUT.
I dunno, I just have one of those bad feelings about going. So whats bothering me?
Is it a travel-hazard situation? Well, Ive been on the road enough to have some idea as to what to expect. Then again, theres always the unexpected. Theres a helluva lot of miles from here to Atlanta and back, and Ive already seen what can happen when I do that kind of trip alone.
Or is it that I feel Im needed here more? Theres a bunch of anime clubs and such this weekend, which I think would be a more crucial element to attendance. Plus I still have to do some flyer distribution for Anime USA.
Realistically, I feel I should stay home, considering my current job situation. Yet I would like to go. Its been so long since Ive seen anyone down there, since Ive been to Atlanta in general. And after all, it's an anime convention. Never mind the fact that I've been to so many in the past few years.
Tomorrow, Ill wait for events. If I happen to be called in for a job interview for Friday, then I'll stay home. Tomorrow, Ill listen for the call of the road. If the highway is willing to accept me for this journey, then I'll go. Tomorrow, Ill hear the answer from within me. If I can come up with an honest answer, then I shall stick with it. Tomorrow, I shall see.
BUT.
I dunno, I just have one of those bad feelings about going. So whats bothering me?
Is it a travel-hazard situation? Well, Ive been on the road enough to have some idea as to what to expect. Then again, theres always the unexpected. Theres a helluva lot of miles from here to Atlanta and back, and Ive already seen what can happen when I do that kind of trip alone.
Or is it that I feel Im needed here more? Theres a bunch of anime clubs and such this weekend, which I think would be a more crucial element to attendance. Plus I still have to do some flyer distribution for Anime USA.
Realistically, I feel I should stay home, considering my current job situation. Yet I would like to go. Its been so long since Ive seen anyone down there, since Ive been to Atlanta in general. And after all, it's an anime convention. Never mind the fact that I've been to so many in the past few years.
Tomorrow, Ill wait for events. If I happen to be called in for a job interview for Friday, then I'll stay home. Tomorrow, Ill listen for the call of the road. If the highway is willing to accept me for this journey, then I'll go. Tomorrow, Ill hear the answer from within me. If I can come up with an honest answer, then I shall stick with it. Tomorrow, I shall see.